Whitney Houston, Eating Disorders & The Greatest Love Of All
“Everybody searching for a hero People need someone to look up to I never found anyone to fulfil my needs A lonely place to be So I learned to depend on me I decided long ago Never to walk in anyone’s...
View ArticlePost Trip September Babyland Depression Begins
I’m back! Not just here on my blog, but in the country. Got back on Monday. Feels like I’ve never been away; you know how it goes. Except, of course, this trip does appear to have had an effect on me.....
View ArticlePain, Fear & Courage – Daring To Say How You Feel
A couple of very raw nerves were touched in my last session with A. Early in the session I made a statement to the effect that I feel un-anchored, adrift, floating with no direction. Later on A....
View ArticleThe End Of A Relationship
I feel so desperately sad. Had my final session with A. earlier today. And I just want to cry. In fact I have been crying. A lot. It just feels awful. I hate the way things have ended, it doesn’t...
View ArticleSurviving An Ending: Starting Over
Finishing with A. was always going to be immensely painful and would inevitably leave me with a whole host of scary feelings, and nowhere to put them. So, in a bid to keep myself from harm’s way I...
View ArticleA Flat Battery, A Broken Charger
You know that mode where you get so overwhelmed by things that your whole system simply shuts down? That state where everything tangles and intertwines into an almighty tied up, knotty, gnarly mess and...
View ArticleTwenty-fourteen – A Year Of Changes & Challenges
I thought I’d make one final push to get an update out before the end of the year. I’m not in a great place, hence radio silence on most channels, but sometimes that’s when the best blog posts come...
View ArticleRunning Up That Hill
* ’And if I only could I’d make a deal with God And I’d get Her to swap our places I’d be running up that road Be running up that hill ~ With no problems..’ * * I’m not sure what Kate Bush had in mind...
View ArticleWhile Waiting To Find Some Words..
..here are some semi-random bits of art I’ve done recently. Challenged myself to try out different styles of art to help me through a recent therapy break. [Hopefully I’ll write more about that break,...
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